Yes. I wish we didn't know death in this way, but there is such sweetness there, too. i held nathaniel as he died. it was the most beautiful experience i could have imagined, but it broke me apart. Not fearing death can be such a gift, but too, too hard earned. xoxoxo
Exactly as Suzanne said - not fearing death is strange and new and great I suppose... but I'd rather just have my Seamus and live in fear of death again. Too high a price.
Oh my...
ReplyDeleteI too have had my share. I know it much too intimately.
I wish we didn't
I wish that we didn't have such an intimate relationship with death.
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking of you. And always remembering A.
xx
Remembering A. Thinking of you. Love to you both.
ReplyDeleteYes. I wish we didn't know death in this way, but there is such sweetness there, too. i held nathaniel as he died. it was the most beautiful experience i could have imagined, but it broke me apart. Not fearing death can be such a gift, but too, too hard earned. xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteExactly as Suzanne said - not fearing death is strange and new and great I suppose... but I'd rather just have my Seamus and live in fear of death again. Too high a price.
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